Examen

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Garrett Beebe

About

My name is Garrett Beebe. I’ve taken up Plotinus’ prescription to sculpt myself; as a student of cognition, and as a lover of wisdom. This site exists to assist in training my character, reflexion, and writing, to aid my becoming better at becoming both.

I’ll enlist the following piece, which still moves me, taken from the collected essays of the originator of the essai (meaning attempt) to express our shared project — I hope here to reproduce a shred of the virtue of his beautifully human contribution:

Michel de Montaigne, Essais, 1570-1592:

THE AUTHOR TO THE READER

READER, here is a book of good faith; it doth at the outset forewarn thee that in it I have proposed to myself no other than a domestic and private end: I have had no consideration either to thy service or to my glory. My strength is not capable of such a design. I have dedicated it to the private commodity of my kinsfolk and friends, so that, having lost me (which they have to do shortly), they may therein recover some traits of my conditions and humors, and by that means preserve more whole and more vivid the knowledge they had of me. Had my intention been to seek the world’s favor, I should surely have adorned myself with borrowed beauties: I desire herein to be viewed, as you see me, in mine own simple, natural, and ordinary manner, without study and artifice: for it is myself I paint. My defects are herein to be read to the life: my imperfections and my natural form, so far as public respect permitted me. If I had lived among those nations which (they say) yet dwell under the sweet liberty of primitive laws of nature, I assure thee I would most willingly have painted myself quite fully and quite naked. Thus, reader, myself am the matter of my book: there’s no reason thou shouldst employ thy leisure on so frivolous and vain a subject. Adieu, then!